The Three Tools; Prayer; Needing vs Longing

The three tools of longing for Truth, Longing for Love and Humility

Participant: AJ, if you’re aware of an emotional injury and you haven’t come through it, am I right in saying that the only way you’re really going to fully come through it is with God?

Yes, but also realise that God has given you three tools. The first tool is your desire for truth. That’s why I said the truth will set you free. It’s the truth that actually creates freedom in the end, so seek the truth, seek to understand the truth. Set your intention for truth.

The second thing that God gave you is prayer, prayer for love, for Divine Love. Prayer is not like these things where you sit down, prayer is a passionate longing inside of your soul for God’s Love to enter you. That’s prayer.

The third thing that God gave you is the gift of humility, and you can choose to use it if you want. What I mean by humility is the desire to experience every single emotion within you whether it’s painful or pleasurable.

[00:13:02.52] Now if you have just those three things, and it’s that simple, every single thing in your life will be exposed. Every single thing, and you’ll be able to heal it. Now a child can understand those three things, and that’s why I said you need to become as a little child to enter the Kingdom of Heaven.

How to pray

Participant: So, AJ, this might sound a bit clichéd but I don’t really understand how you actually pray.

If you understand the soul, then you understand that the soul is the emotional part of you. You pray with your emotions. You direct your emotions towards God, that’s how you pray. You can talk if you want to as well, but it’s to do with the emotions that are inside of you. That is what you need to direct to God.

How are you feeling right now? What’s the emotion you’re feeling right now? Do you know?

Participant: Confronted.

Okay, so I’m being confronted. If I were talking to God about that emotion, what would I say that would connect me with this feeling of confrontation?

Participant: My unworthiness feeling, like where I don’t feel like you want to talk to me.

Okay, talk to God about that, and let yourself feel the unworthiness while you’re talking with God about that, and you’ll find that some emotions will come up as a result. That is your prayer. Your prayer is your desire. If my desire at the moment is this feeling of unworthiness within me, if I project that towards God, just allow myself to feel that and be honest about that with God, then that’s a prayer, and God responds to those prayers every single time.

[00:14:52.27] Participant: By loving you?

Not just by loving you, no. Obviously everything is an expression of love, but God also responds by trying to help you, through the Law of Attraction and through all of these other attractions and different things around you and spirits and everything, to try to help you come to understand that you need to firstly draw that emotion out of you and secondly this truth needs to pour into you. God constructs everything in such a way that you learn that lesson in the end, as long as you’re open and willing to experience all of your pain.

The key with all prayer is just to focus on the emotion; it’s the emotion that is the connection with God. Remember that the soul is the emotional, passionate, desirous part of you. It’s not the intellect. You can utilise your intellect just like you can utilise your arm. It’s a tool that your soul has been given to help it along its way. But when your intellect becomes dominant, that’s when everything shuts down.

It’s no good sitting down with rosary beads, and I’m not criticising a Catholic, I’m just saying it’s no good sitting down with rosary beads and counting out, “Hail Mary, mother of God” when there’s no emotion. Sit down and do that if you want to, but put some emotion in it. Why are you saying these things to God? What’s the feeling that’s inside of you? That’s what you need to connect to. When I have the feeling it doesn’t matter what tool I use; I can have a rosary bead or I can sit down in front and bow towards the sun or towards Mecca, I can do anything I want, as long as I connect with the emotion. If I’m not connected with the emotion, I’m not connected with my own soul and I’m not connecting with God, and it’s not a prayer anymore. It is just some outward demonstration of my so-called faith, which I obviously don’t have because I’m yet to have an emotional experience with God.

[00:16:56.17] Let yourself connect emotionally with God, that’s what it’s all about. That’s prayer. Let yourself do that. The feeling you’re feeling right now, the unworthiness, connect with God about that feeling. Be honest to God about how that feels. Feel it.

Needing versus longing during prayer

Participant: AJ, how can you tell the difference between a needy prayer and a longing prayer?

A needy prayer is usually about an avoidance of an emotion. A longing prayer will never avoid an emotion. Let me give you some examples of that. Let’s say I have a feeling of unworthiness in front of me right now. I have the feeling of unworthiness but what’s actually happening in my life is that I’ve got no money and I’m sick and tired of having no money, no matter how much I work. I’m working my guts out all the time, maybe got two jobs and I’ve still got no money. My real feelings inside of my soul are that I want to have some money. I might project that to God, and I might even blame God for that. I might say, “Why is it that I try my hardest? Other people don’t, they steal, they lie, they cheat, and they’ve got money and I haven’t got any money and I’m trying to do everything right,” and we might go down that track of feeling all of those emotions. What we’re really wanting is for God to do things our way. If you’re projecting something at God where you want God to do things your way, then that’s a needy projection. [00:18:35.17]

How many of you have prayed for a partner? A good partner? Most of us probably have. Most of that’s a needy projection you see, because God’s already showing you that there’s an emotion you need to experience that is causing you to not attract a good partner, and you’re unwilling to experience that emotion and so you’re having this prayer to God for something that you’re unwilling to deal with inside of yourself emotionally.

Whenever I project something at God that’s needy, God can’t listen to that because it’s all just about effects. I’m just trying to solve my effects and I’m not willing to look at the causal emotion. For God to listen to a prayer, I need to be addressing a causal emotion inside of myself, or wanting to.

Participant: What’s a causal emotion with that?

With wanting a partner?

Participant: Yeah.

It could be this simple thing that I’m unwilling to feel loneliness. The truth is that I might be by myself, being alone; I’ve now created this experience of being alone because I need to feel lonely, but I never let myself feel it. I busy my life and go to this friend’s and that party and this thing and that thing, and I’m constantly looking for a partner in my life to fulfil me because I don’t want to feel lonely. All I really need to do is cry for a couple of weeks about how alone I am. When I do that and release it, ironically after that all the things that I think I wanted before then will automatically come to me because now I really do want them. [00:20:10.00]


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A channelling from a Celestial spirit, Beatrice, about fully choosing


The question that was asked was, “Why are so many on the Divine Love Path having such a hard time emotionally and not progressing much?” Beatrice is a Celestial spirit who I met about two years ago when she was in the first sphere. She progressed from the first sphere to the Celestial spirit spheres in nine months of our time on Earth after learning the truths. Then she came and channelled this information, and this is what she said. [02:07:43.00]

Beatrice: “Well firstly, they are not fully choosing. They are intellectually choosing but not choosing with their heart and their soul. Then they often have preconceived ideas or notions of how this emotional path should be for them, and this cannot possibly be helpful to them. An emotional path towards the Love and the Truth of God has to be one of trust and faith and allowing, surrendering to everything, working, feeling on a soul level, without the mind influencing that flow of emotion towards God, which is your personal journey that is unique, quite unlike anyone else’s. Until this is fully experienced at a soul level the Law of Attraction operates in all sorts of ways to distract, creating difficulties and additional emotions because there is no clarity from within, from the soul level.

“Once a person has chosen fully [with the soul], the path is clear, the distractions fall away, there are no additional difficulties and it could then be said that it is plain sailing in many ways…”

Jesus: Of course very emotional plain sailing,

Beatrice: “… towards the full desire that your soul is calling for, but until that time, that moment of fully choosing, this cannot happen and further difficulties will continue to be created by your soul to attempt to show you that you are not fully committed to your chosen path. You are sending mixed signals out from your soul and your soul creates further mixed signals for you to experience. So how does a person who says, ‘But I’m really wanting to be on the Divine Love Path in totality,’ but then finds themselves stuck or in continual anger, for example, change things?”


“Because this person is, I am sure, intellectually stating that they are really wanting to progress. This is a dilemma that many in the spirit realms experience. As simply as possible the best way to explain it is to say that you have to want everything, every single experience, painful and beautiful, ugly and extreme, in every way to become a part of who you are, to so want these changes that you give up all those things you know will hinder your progress, to have such a strong desire that you can feel the pain of that desire on every level of your being, so that the desire is so strong in you, you feel propelled, you have no choice, there is just surrender to trust and faith because your soul is yearning for that love and truth because it’s always been there.[02:10:30.00]

“It is there, it is simply hidden, clouded by the damage from all those years of being out of harmony with the truth and love. Know that this is all within you to reach, to heal you, to become who you really are, to see the truth, to feel love and greater and greater levels of beauty that, as yet, you can have no comprehension of. Why would you linger? I can say to you now from my reality, in this magnificent Celestial Kingdom, words cannot do justice to the beauty, harmony and love that surrounds us all and it just keeps getting better and better, more and more intense, beautiful. So why wait?

“I would have loved to have been given this knowledge while I was still in the physical. To have been without Divine Love for all that time now seems a waste and, dear, that’s why I choose to help you and many others through you. This really is the most remarkable journey and I am in gratitude to you and Jesus for your part in my discovery of a path that is quite exceptional. I will do all I can to help you, all of you, who now call on me. I love you with all my soul, each of you, and I encourage you to find that deep place within you for the full choosing that is simple once you have done it.”

Jesus: It’s a nice message, isn’t it?

Audience: Yeah. It’s beautiful.


The Human Soul The Power Of Your Soul

Receiving abuse as an adult goes back to suppressed childhood emotions

Broken Mirror
Receiving abuse as an adult occurs due to an allowance through suppressed
childhood emotions

However, if we are getting abused as an adult, then we need to look at the fact that we still
really think of ourselves as a child. That means that we have quite a lot of childlike emotions locked up within us that we are refusing to feel and release. It would benefit us immensely if, either with the aid of a therapist or helper, or even by ourselves with God, we went through these emotions, the childlike emotions, and then come out the other side of them.

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Is it my fault if I was abused?

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Differences in causes of abuse for children and adults

Well, no, of course not, but I have to clarify some things here with this question.

Firstly, as a child, it’s never your fault that you’re abused, ever, under any circumstances, no matter what abuse occurred, and no matter what the adults around you who abused you, told you. Even if the person who abused you was a child, it’s still not your fault. Abuse occurs because somebody chose to be unloving to you. Somebody other than you chose to be unloving to you. That’s why abuse
occurs, as a child.

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Lion Pride

Pride is another reason why many do not wish to accept the truth. Pride comes in many forms and natures, and exhibits itself in a desire to not be wrong, and pride at is basic level is really fear. But, I feel it is very important to understand that all of us are wrong in various degrees, in that, since all of us are not God, we do not know His Truth in its entirety.  Continue reading

When you stop the tears you feel tired, pain & exhaustion


You chose to prevent your tears
That is why you feel exhausted
Because when you fight your tears
It’s a very exhausting process
When you allow your tears to flow
It will be short and intense
but as the tears flow out
you start to feel connected to yourself again

You feel you are on the road to progress again…


Jesus: You are trying to battle your emotions

– How do I stop fighting?

Jesus: You give up (!)
See, this is where you can pray to God and just ask for God to help you give up the battle.
Give up fighting.

– Ask God?

Jesus: Always ask God to help you…
Ask God to help you give it up